Idk, maybe it’s just the hormones but I’m getting to the point where I’m just kind of done. I love my boyfriend, we’ve been together for 3 years. We’ve been there for each other through the good bad and ugly, but lately I’ve been feeling more alone than ever. He says he’s happy about our son but yet hasn’t told any of his family or friends. He doesn’t want me to post anything or say anything to anyone who isn’t need to know. I’ve have two miscarriages in the past and this pregnancy is the furthest I’ve been and I’m much healthier and in much better place in life than I was the last time I was pregnant. I want to show my love off. I don’t know, even though he tells me that he’s excited and that’s he gonna be there something inside me just doesn’t believe it.. I hate that feeling but it’s there😣