Serious symptoms, too nervous to test

Aleca

Guys! I’ve been having the weirdest symptoms. My period is due on the 10th but my boobs hurt and a couple of days ago I started getting weird and terrible cramps but unlike any cramps I’ve ever had. I’ve had a pretty ravenous appetite, but anytime I eat I can only eat a little and then I feel nauseous. I’ve been having random bouts of nausea to the point that I feel like I need a bathroom or trash can. AND TODAY my tummy was super bloaty and if I pushed on it it felt like when you push on a really full stomach, but it was empty😳😳 this is all so weird. I feel like it’s too early to be feeling any of this, and I’m too nervous to test for fear it’ll be negative. We’ve been trying for months and I’ve wanted kids for years. Should I wait until I’m actually late? Or should I just test in the morning? I’ll be so sad if it’s negative... anyone have any advice or is in the same boat?