Found out today I had a chemical pregnancy, or at least that’s what it sounds like. I had 2 faint positives last week, started my period today and my HCG levels were 2. Doctor said I’m not miscarrying but I’m also not pregnant. I’m lost. Ive never been so depressed in my life. I can’t eat, I keep randomly busting up crying. I was watching Mickey’s once upon a Christmas to try to cheer me up and I was crying at everything in that! I feel like this is something I can’t recover from. I don’t even want to keep trying at this point because I’m just afraid this will happen again. I want to quit trying, I want to quit work, I just want to lay here and do nothing. I’m only 20, and half my friends aren’t even married and I’m pretty sure we’re the first to even be trying for a baby. I have no one to talk to about it. For the first time in my life I just don’t know what to do, for anything. I don’t know how I’m supposed to go to work tomorrow. I don’t know how to function anymore. Is there anyone that can relate that can help me cope somehow?