Really needing some support right now.. I just had a miscarriage a few weeks ago and it's just now starting to really hit me hard these past couple days 🙁 I found out I was pregnant and literally a week later started bleeding and lost the baby 💔 At first it didn't bother me as bad bc I just told myself that the timing just wasn't right. I'm in school, working full time, we're working on buying a house and paying off our vehicle. We also have 3 kids and our youngest just turned 1 year old. But it still just doesn't seem fair and now I have baby fever so bad 😭 I'm almost finished with school and we're in a good place in our life to have another child even though we weren't trying. With my first 2 kids I had really bad PPD but with our 3rd I didn't have it. Then I had this miscarriage and I had to schedule an appointment today to get put back on my meds bc I can't even make myself get out of bed. And i don't know how to talk to my SO about how I'm feeling bc I feel selfish to cry over a miscarriage when we already have 3 kids and some people aren't even able to babe kids 😭 Just so many emotions . sorry for the long rant.