Lord am I heated!!

We have some friends mind you older then me by 6 years at least they are adults for Christ freaking sake!! Anyway they have a baby a house they can't afford a car payment they can't afford and all this other shit they can't afford so when they come up short they come at us like you got $400 I can barrow off you? My husbands always like sure no problem then when they go to pay us back he's like don't worry about it. The fuck you mean don't worry about it I am trying to save up for our future family and then you wanna bitch at me about money fuck you and YPUR FRIENDS! I am like hell no I am an adult your a fucking adult it's not my job to take care of you. I am so freaking heated right now and if I bring it up to my husband he makes me feel awful for saying anything. Like it's not this one time he does it with his sister his friends while I am over here like I am about to start my own account and you can give your god damn money away fuck you mean ain't got to worry about it mother fuck! I am so pissed 😡 fuck