alright this is my first post so apologies if I put this is the wrong forum or whuteva but I have kind of a big problem. I've been dating my boyfriend for 2 almost 3 years now and we've been having sex for abt the same amount of time but he's never given me an orgasm, at all. not even close. for certain things it'll feel good but he'll stop before it really goes anywhere, and sometimes it doesn't even necessarily feel good (like you know when you feel something but it doesn't feel good or bad either? it's just sorta there? or is that weird too?) we've talked about it a lot, and at this point I know it gets annoying to him any time I bring it up so I try not to anymore, but it's hella disheartening and like how does he think I feel about it yknow?? sure it's annoying that I complain about it but I know for sure he wouldn't wanna switch places with me and not be able to cum during sex 😒 (ESPECIALLY since the sex is over when he finishes an I'm sitting there worked up with nothing to do about it 😴) anyway we've tried a whole bunch of different positions, he goes down on me, tries with his fingers, I don't think about it during sex bc I know the pressure to have an orgasm can ruin it, all this shit, but nothing works so I guess my question is am I weird?? is this normal? or is my boyfriend just... bad at sex? which tbqh I was basically a virgin when we first started having sex so I don't rly know what good sex is like, plus he used to tell me how weird I was bc he couldn't make me cum but every other girl he slept with was able to (which was shit for my self esteem and made me think I was broken for a very long time, made me consider celibacy just so I wouldn't have to feel that way anymore, etc etc. I still kinda feel that way.) I'm trying to be patient bc I read that it can take years for a woman to "learn" how to orgasm during sex but it's soooo so so hard for me to deal with this. if this is really normal, how can I deal with it properly instead of feeling like my body doesn't work?