Am I crazy

Lately I just feel crazy. My husband is an ass towards me all the time and all I do is cry. He works 3rd shift and I'm a sahm (brand new to this) I take care of my two year old all day and when my husband wakes up I just get treated like shit. I am at a point where I feel like this is getting unhealthy for my bean. I just need to know if I'm crazy or if any other mommas would be upset. I get told to stfu and yelled at while I'm doing dishes and getting ready to have food on the table. I just feel so alone