Are you a survivor?

I’ve been self harming for 4 years now and I’ve recently stopped for the most part. Don’t get me wrong everyone slips up and I have recently actually. But I’ll go weeks without doing it and until yesterday I was finally happy again. I suffer from PTSD, manic and chronic depression, anxiety, trust and abandonment issues. I’ve been sexually and physically abused. Mainly mentally. I’m 15 so I started cutting at 11. I know I was young. I’m just worried because I started again..and I think the only reason I stopped was because I was forming some other bad habits. Like drinking and drugs and cigarettes..I just need someone to talk to and in my life I literally have no one. My family is abusive so that’s definitely a no go. Have you experienced any of these issues? How long have you been clean?