AF flow is due today. She hasn’t arrived yet. I’m afraid to test bc I’m afraid she will show up an hour later. Trying not to get excited, but I’m at home sick with a cold today. Pregnancy and a baby are all I can think about!!

We are going to start clomid in January. We didn’t want have a baby between late July and October bc my husbands work schedule is so heavy during football season. He is so dedicated to his work, he wouldn’t get see the baby very much until December. So waiting til January to try again is killing me. Now, we weren’t really trying and I might be pregnant anyway. We weren’t tying to prevent pregnancy, but weren’t going the extra mile with fertility drugs until January. I’m so excited I can’t stand it. We have been trying for just over a year. I’m probably just overreacting and rambling on.