Drinking...

I've been drinking without consent since I was 14, I'd sneak out, BLAHH BLAHH. Okay well I turned 21 last month, and it's been maybe two weeks that I cannot go a day without drinking!!! I don't get wasted, drunk or anything like that. I just stop as soon as I get my buzz. I want to stop but if I don't get my drink for the day I'm not satisfied. I need help but I don't want to tell anyone about this either 😖