We found out Aug 30th that the pregnancy had stopped growing at about 6-7 weeks and I had a D&C; Sept 6th. That first month before I got my first period I felt desperate to get pregnant again but it didn't happen. It had taken us 6 months the first time so this month I didn't think we had timed it right and it wasn't on my mind on Monday when I logged into Glow to log for the day before and realized AF should have started and I didn't feel it coming on. I've been tired but it's been cold and rainy which always makes me drag. Lo and behold I'm pregnant again and I can see my symptoms for what they are. I just feel so disconnected, like I don't want to think of this Maybe Baby too much. I think we both feel deflated and removed from it, as a defense mechanism.