idek....

I have friends, but I don't think any of them actually care about me.... like, I could move school and no one would really try to stay in touch. My 'best' friend today told me I was a 'neutral' person and that I can get along with everyone...

What if I don't want to be neutral? I don't want to just get along with people, I want someone to go out of their way to talk to me, even just a 'hey, how r u'

I feel this wherever I am, that I don't have anyone that truly knows and cares for me. I don't get invited to things, ever.. I genuinely can't remember the last time someone asked me if I wanted to meet. Maybe I shouldn't? The right person will come at some point?