i try so hard everyday after being blamed and blaming my self im anti depressant and sucidal i feel like life useless alot but idk how to help everyone i try because there more jmportan then me and i feel luke i disappoint my boyfriend and ik alot time my family most time im in fifrrent homes but now im in foater stuck with evil lady and now my dog just killed cat so i had more blood to clean up and cat to barry im just loosing everything i havr to be put on more pills and have been so over exhausted with school gosh life just breaking me more like grandpa has 2 types cancer mom has renia faulier and cant get health insurance for her liber or renia faular my grandmother makes us feel like crap i . just so much worse everyday