Best friend 💕

I think this is something that i can express on here. I feel like i have no one else to tell this too because they wouldn’t understand it. For a whole year I could not talk to my best friend. He’s been my best friend for so many years and I love him dearly. He got a new girlfriend who was so beyond jealous that it ruined our friendship. She just didn’t like the fact that i was a girl, and i was his friend. They now have two kids at a young age. He regrets his decision to be with her because she is a controlling person. I wish i could have helped him and been there for him through all of this. But she recently reached out to me and told me she was immature and told me that she didn’t mind if he and i were friends again. So i thanked her for that and i appreciate her apology to me. So you guys are probably like what’s the problem?? Well of course the typical thing happened. I developed feelings for him that i didn’t even know i had for him for a long time. He has expressed to me in the past that he had feelings for me, but it was very wrong timing. I would never break up his home even if he isn’t happy with her that’s something that he has to deal with, but every day i just wish that i could do it all over again. 😔