My husband and I️ have been TTC for over 2 years now, we have done two egg retrievals, and 4 transfers, without even the slightest sign of a BFP.

Our best friends just got married. My friend talked to me about how this was her last pack of birth control, at the end of September. She just told me today she is pregnant. It took one cycle for her after being on BC for almost a decade. One. Fucking. Cycle.

I️ want to be happy for them, and of course I️ put on my fake smile - but I’m not. Feel like this is the only place I️ can really vent without sounding like a psycho.