For those of you rrading this post, I am very sorry its so lenghty! So I have been noticing a lot lately for about a month now that my tummy has these slight pinch kinda cramp, I think some call it a twinge? yea well they happen ever so often only lasting for uh maybe 1-2 mins each time. Kinda like cramping but not so bad.

Ok and the other thing Ive noticed is Ive been super bloated. like I have a food baby?

Ive also been super hungry even after I eat a meal its like I didnt eat and was starving myself?

My ladies have been super sore also. like someone just was beating on them the night before. Mostly on the sides but still extremely noticible, and that only lasted about a week.

So, like a crazy person i started thinking oh my could this be the month? Ive been ttc and then i get AF and i just get so depressed. This time just feels different. So i wait a few days later bc AF is due in about 5 days.....

2 days pass, and lucky me i start bleeding. Its rather odd though because normally I would have really bad cramps and then spot for a little bit before a medium flow. Not this time, plus it was a different color then normal more pinkish/red brown. I thought well maybe its heavy implantation bleeding it could happen right? Idk but i really tried to stay hopeful. I mean come on AF started 3 days early! So I wait the day out like..... finger crossed man

The further the day got the lighter the flow! In my head Im like.....

Because when AF visits she doesnt go away. Well she went away for like an hour, then came back pretty solid around 5pm with some extreme lower tummy cramps. Like 2nd day period tummy cramps. I thought surely my uterus is gonna explode! well it didnt. it stopped after 2 hours. Anyways going to the next day my period spotted pretty much the whole day. Kinda on and off. This day the color changed from pinkish/red brown to dark red brown color. which is not normal for me. weird! (TMI) I probably used maybe a full 1 tampon the whole day. ( I used a total of 2 but they were both pretty naked!) Anyways..... for the next couple days I have noticed very light spotting very light in color. and the same "twinges" on and off. So in my head im like just test and see what happens, bc i just couldnt wait any longer, there was no way that was my period just no way. So like a stupid crazy person I took a test bc im impatient and cant wait just a bit longer. Im freaking out like....

Well of course it was a BFN. I had a big feeling it would be just bc I felt like it was way to early. But I just had to. Its like every bone in my body was yelling your pregnant just take the dang test! Ya thanks body! Now im all depressed like.....

Do any of you ladies go through this same struggle? When do you think the best time for me to test again would be ome week maybe 2? Or do yall think im crazy and just had an odd period?