Lost it 😞

We’ve been ttc for 2 years. Hubs has low sperm and is on clomid, so I’ve come to terms with needing iui/ivf. AF came late last night after an entire day of nausea, no cramps, and AF usually coming in the morning. Had a small glimmer of hope. 😩

Just sitting here now, can’t sleep, it’s 0118, and lost it 😪 I’ve wanted nothing more than to be a mom. I think what eats me more alive is knowing how bad my parents want to be grandparents.

This has to be the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through. 😞😪😩