I've been on Glow for about a year but I've been reluctant to post since I feel I'd be insensitive. So many women going through a tough time TTC their first and here I am complaining about struggling with a 4th. I had PCOS and also had to undergo <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> before my first pregnancy. So I've been through that heartache. I'm just really having a hard time lately. It's been a year. Gyne says I'm fine. It's been month to month of hope. Yes I know I'm blessed with 3 beautiful children. I thank God for them everyday. But I can't shake the desire. Believe me I've tried to move on. Today and tomorrow are my peak fertile days and this morning LH tells me he doesn't think another baby is a good idea. He listed alot of valid reasons why we shouldn't. But I don't think he realises how much this means to me. My heart is physically aching. Things have been strained today so there'll be no BD.. There goes another cycle. Maybe should just move on.my LH is amazing. I just think he's under alot of pressure at work and can't fathom another baby. Our youngest is 2