send help!!!

emma • horny n in love

are there any girls out there who have had sex with their lovers out of wedlock but still ended up getting married? I just really want to know cause my boyfriend right now is someone I definitely don't want to lose but we both have a really high libido and we haven't really done it yet but we plan to before he even puts the ring on and I'm just kinda scared it'll end up as just a meaningless hook up 😔😔😔