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Hey baby. 

Are u okay, do you feel alright, hope I didn't annoy you? Did I do anything wrong? please stay, come back, make me a mom please...

I was patiently waiting for you all this period of trying and like a dream you came, I did my best to keep you.  I ate right,  and took my vitamins, I took enough rest, I tried my best,  but I guess you NEEDED to go back to GOD because he needed you badly for a special  reason.

I feel empty, I watched you go away, I tried to keep you but I lost you...

I tried hard baby..  I know I am a good mommy....

You gave me a special joy the little time we spent, it was an amazing moment of bliss, joy, strength.  You gave me the chance to feel what it is like to be a mom and atleast have a taste of carrying a baby, you brought so much joy to us.

You are God's special,  he even gave me a name for you, he said you will be called GREAT.. 

GREAT!! when it's time for God to send you to another mommy, choose me, for no one will take care of you better than me. 

I love you GREAT, I will always remember what it feels like to see those lines, feel those feelings every morning and to see you fade.

I love  you my little cupcake

It's well with my soul.

Love from a heartbroken but loving mommy.

IN ALL THINGS I GIVE THANKS