NOTHING FITS CANT FIND CLOTHES

Im so PISSED. excuse me but theres about to be a rant.

im 5 8" and 226 pounds

even when im not pregnant i struggle to find pants that fit my huge ass.so i figured i try walmart first.i went to super walmart.

they only had jeggings but they wernt stretchy and would fall down if i bent over because of being tight.

gave up on that and did some small grocery shopping for babes lunches..so next stop was the mall. the mall opened at 8 and old navy had online they open at 9. i waited the hour to go in and had a special k bar to snack. it did nothing for me because im starving. while waiting i see target was open so i go there since they usually have maternity clothes too. I walk into target to look at there maternity clothes. they had ALL capris...in winter capris. which i cant wear at work. (what i was trying to find jeans for) they had one pair of actual full length jeans and none would fit me. eaither too short and fit my butt or to small to get past my upper thighs. put it back and now walk back to other side of the mall to old navy. so now im feeling so hungry im getting irritated.

i walk back to old navy and their sign said the open at 9. doors are still locked its 9:25 but customers are inside.

(mind you i have a 7.5 month old) so i had to get back in my car to go around the mall to get threw the outside door to get inside.

so i do that. i look around no maternity clothes to be seen. i ask where they are and they inform me maternity is online only.

now im super pissed. destination maternity opens in an hour and ive already been waiting 2 hours for stores that have nothing or dont fit. so i gave up. decided id ofo to starbucks sence im starving myself for no damn reason.

get a refresher and bacon gouda feed my anger and go home. im over this being to big to fit into anything bullshit. fuck. i had poor hubby on bluetooth listening to me vent. 😣😣 lol i get to the speaker at starbucks ordered my sandwich a strawberry refresher and decided to go all out and get a brownie. fuck it. ive been doing good at eating pretty well. hubby goes, "damn babe" i said "what? im feeding my emotions and im angry right now" lmao

....eating like its gonna help me fit into any jeans i could possibly find later today when i tryto go to destination maternity for the second time. note: this is my 4th pregnancy so i should know this is going to happen but act like i dont when the time comes. ugh