I want another baby 😩

I really want another baby, but hubby said no.

I got very sick when I was pregnant and it wasn’t looking to good, but something happened and I got better for a few weeks and next thing I know I’m having my baby a month early. I had to have an emergency c-section and they almost lost me. The doctor said he had been amazed that I made it and how well I recovered but he said the next time we might not be so lucky and I’v never seem hubby so scared in his life. He had to give me showers for weeks, shave for me, and when we first got home with our daughter he even had to take two weeks off because I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t walk, it was bad. But now our daughter is almost a year old. When I brought up the idea of another baby he teared up and told me no. That he will not risk loosing me. I love my daughter so much!! And I just want another one so bad. So today when he gets home I want to see what he would think about adoption. Please wish me luck ladies