Just found out that I am 5/6 weeks pregnant, something I would really be excited for if I didn't realise I cannot support a child.

Very sad to say my pregnancy will be terminated soon, just want to know how other ladies who are in the same situation deal with it (and how they can stop blaming themselves).

I am devastated, but I would not give that child the life it deserves and God I wish I could 😭

EDIT: I havent considered adoption because if I was to carry this child for 9 months I would want to keep that baby, I want to be a mother when its time.

I want to be the mother who can take her child on holiday every year or make sure they have everything they need, not be part of a broken home that can barely afford food nevermind a child.

EDIT: Wow, thank you for everybody calling me selfish and saying I'm a murderer, not what I wanted when I posted this. I'm sure <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> was meant to be a supportive community and quite clearly I am upset about this, so thank you for making me feel worse.

To all the ladies being lovely and giving advice rather than hating me, I thank you for not giving me another reason to hate myself.