I really need a cycle buddy, AF to start November 25th. This cycle I have been seriously emotional.

About me:

I will be 38 years old next month and TTC #1. I got married almost a year ago and my husband has 2 daughters from a previous marriage 19 and 15, and a 2 month old grand-baby. I feel like such a failure. Unfortunately I cant talk to my husband he doesn't understand. I might have missed our window this month and his response was "That's not my deal, its yours". I just need someone who is in the same boat.