Venting

I️ just wanted to vent and let it all out, and this seems like the best place to be able to do it. I’m 7 days late now, 4 tests down with only one having a very questionable faint line. For like the last two weeks my boobs have been so tender, and sensitive kinda like a before period pms thing but only my period still hasn’t started. My lower back has been killing me, I️ smell things my boyfriend and friends don’t, I’ve been crying at the drop of a pin, I’m not interested in sex, my boobs are swollen and around my nipple has grown, I’m too tired to do or enjoy anything. I’m just frustrated! I️ don’t understand what’s going on with me or my body since all these tests are negative. We’ve been trying to conceive for about 8-9 months, we have probably once a day. I feel like I️ can’t do my job as a woman and make a baby. I’m going to the doctor tomorrow so fingers crossed I️ guess..