Feeling Frustrated

Today marks CD 40 for me...40! I thought I finally got my period on day 38, but it turns out it was just spotting and I’ve seen nothing since. That may sound exciting, considering we’re TTC, but all I keep getting are BFNs!😖 The closest thing I’ve gotten to a positive is the picture posted below, which is far from conclusive. I have no idea what’s going on with my body and I’m starting to feel pretty frustrated and discouraged. If I’m not pregnant, I just want to get my period back so we can start trying again, and if I am, WHERE IS MY BFP?!? We’ve been TTC for 5 months and it’s starting to become much more disappointing than exciting at this point.😞