I️ hate this feeling this loss this failure. I️ can’t even bring myself to change the status on here to morning a loss because then it takes away the little baby I️ have grown to love looking at I️ was 11 weeks exactly when my little ones heart stoped beefing two days ago and yesterday the bleeding started and now it’s 5 am and I’m at the stage when the clots start and I️ don’t know if I️ can do this again. I️ feel like I’m losing my mind my eyes hurt from crying and it feels like every minute is an hour ijust want to sleep but im in too much pain. I️ love God but every time I️ lose one of my babies I️ question Him and that alone breaks my heart a little more! ( sorry for miss spelled or miss placed words typing as I️ cry so there might be some

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