I'm outside a park right now after texting angrily at my mom because of her anger problems to me over 8 years and brutal words to me. she calls my feelings and words " playing a games" because she's at work.

I'm 16 years old.

no job and no other place or friends home to stay at.

should run away or turn back?

tbh I know outside is scary so. I'll probably turn back eventually.