am I the only one that wishes she knew the feeling of a human growing inside me?!

I want to be pregnant so bad, I just can't wait to become pregnant and feel kicks and watch my belly grow. who else is with me?!

update::: thank you for all the positive comments and kind words from all you women. I never thought I would get so many comments... negative and positive. I know that pregnancy isn't always beautiful but I do know that it's always worth it in the end... I just want to be a mother some day like I know god intended me to be. I want to have morning sickness and the aches and pains because it proves to me that I am growing a human being inside of me. I could care less if I was sick and miserable all 9 months, as long as I got to hold MY beautiful creation when it's all over with, I know it would be worth it. I've had to go through2 miscarriages in the past and never got to experience a kick, flutter or even see my belly grow. I would do anything to get pregnant with a healthy baby and hold them in my arms and love him/her unconditionally! I know that being pregnant isn't always beautiful, and neither is delivery. but I do know that for me it would all be worth it. thank you again for all the kind words and baby dust to all the women that are in the same boat as I am.. infertility is real.. and we all struggle. let's build each other up rather than tear each other apart.