I have always loved my body until now .

I'm 23 i have always been very sexual I loved taking pictures of my body I didn't care who seen them I would send them to all my guy friends I was obsessed with my boobs and my but how tight my tummy was how pretty my v is and lingerie I'm so turned on in but now that I'm now married and pregnant I have huge boobs I love it I have a bigger but and a big belly but felt so so sexy until . My husband started acting distant he said it was because of my moods but what ever I looked threw his phone he has been looking up skinny fit tan women and it broke my heart i no longer look like that and apparently he misses it I can't even shower or have sex with him with out crying about how bad I feel about my body and I'm only 5 months I'm gunna get way bigger