I've been thinking, my boyfriend and I started TTC in July of this year. Well in August I started showing symptoms of pregnancy but I still had a BFN. I had mood swings, nausea, what I thought was implantation bleeding, and I couldn't stand the smells or the look of certain foods that wouldn't normally bother me. I waited until a few days after AF was supposed to start and I sure was devastated when the tests came out negative. I'm trying not to stress or think about trying so hard, but I'm 34 years old and I really want a baby. It's gotten to the point where I'm looking up those reborn dolls and considering of getting one until I get pregnant but I don't want people to think that I'm literally insane. Plus I really don't have that much money to basically waste on something that might send me to psychiatric ward and losing everything.