I went into l&d; with contractions about 2-3 minutes apart with a lot of cramping and fluid leaking down my leg. They said they could clearly see the contractions but they aren't labor and went ahead and scheduled the c section I have been trying so hard to avoid.

I'm devastated. I totally feel like if it was any other woman they would have me up and walking to see if it was actual labor. I don't even want to have the baby at this point, just leave me pregnant forever.