one of my friends that wanted to date me but i kept saying no because he was struggling with meth and i knew how that would of gone because i had to watch the effect my moms addiction to pain pills effected my dad i didnt want that for myself i liked him i just couldn't put myself through that so i turned him down well its been a few years and he dropped off the face of the earth i tried calling him texting him and messaging him on social media but he never got back on his meetme i later found out he moved to Florida and went into rehap but when we fnally got back into contact and he told me he wanted to move on with his life and he didn't want a reason to come back to Texas so I respected his wishes because I don't want to see him go through thdrugs again but it's really hard because I miss talking to him and I still like him but I know I missed my chance with him and I except that like I said I just miss talking to him