Stuck in the middle :(

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My parents are divorced I am a 17 year old girl battling with aniexty planning my future before graduation . And it’s so hard , my dad lives about 2 hours away and I never see him , he lies a lot and all in all not the best parent ... he always pulls things out of ass he talked about moving to new Orleans even further from me... I feel like I’m going insane I have so many goals I need to accomplish but my dad throws me off with all his lies and manipulation towards me and my 23 year old brother. Am i wrong for not wanting to visit with him for more than a week because of his ways of doing things ? I’m trying to hard right now to be a better person for my mom and family.