Little back story: I actually used to be very healthy and active. I was in the gym at least 4 times a week and ate completely clean and it was amazing... After I moved in with my boyfriend 2 years ago I just lost myself and ate and ate and ate. No lie every time I’m done crying with tears still on my face the first thing I run to is food. I hate myself I hate how my body has become. I am so sick of feeling insecure everyday. I’m sick of working out and giving up after 2 days. I’m sick of not wanting to go out because of my body. I’m sick of putting off vacations because I don’t want to put a bikini on. I’m sick of HATING my body. The new start begins NOW. The new me begins today. These pictures were extremely hard to take.. they make me cry looking at them but I know that’s not going to fix anything. I know I’m not huge but it’s sad to see how I’ve been neglecting my body. Hard work and clean eating here I come!! I can’t wait to better myself. Feel free to leave any tips or workouts you guys love.