I hate this feeling...

Amberlin

After everything with my fiancé threatening to leave...I just can’t stop thinking of hurting myself. I used to but I got passed that before I met him. Now that I’m 5 months pregnant and he’s talking like this idk what to do. I won’t hurt myself because of my unborn son. And I won’t off myself after he’s born either because he needs me but it doesn’t stop me from thinking about it...