My husband and i have been trying for 9 months to get pregnant with our first child. 9 months of hoping that this is it. 9 months of the two week wait. 9 months of getting our hopes up just to be let down. Today i am 9 days late. But here’s another negative pregnancy test. I’m losing hope. I’m losing my happiness. It’s literally ripping me apart. I would give anything to be able to be a mother and start a family with my husband. I feel as if there is something wrong with me but the doctors won’t listen. I’m trying not to but i feel as if I’m going to fall into a deep depression I’m not going to be able to come out of.