So my ex and I had been together for two and like 3/4s years. But he changed and I ended up liking one of my best friends younger brother. (Bestie is 3 years older then me. Besties bro is same age.) So I made the relationship end in a really rocky way. Like bad and so I got treated badly by my now ex and his friends. Ex became verbally abusive. Besties bro became my boyfriend, and he's amazing. I mean he smokes but he's trying to quit. It's just I feel guilty for the way to relationship ended and I just really hope he's a okay. I also kind of ended up losing a best friend/sister because she's dating my ex's best friend. And I got kicked out of the apartment we had together and now I'm unstable, couh surfing, just got a new job, and my new bf wants to help but he kind of can't, he's kind of in a same but different situation as me.