Nothing worse than laying next to the one you love so much and feeling so alone so distant. We have a 15 month old and baby number 2 due in a few weeks. I slowly watched us go from deep crazy love to close to nothing the past 3 years. Never did I think this would happen to us. I love him. Alcohol has become a problem its becoming a Friday through Sunday thing even some through the week. He no longer had the passion he once had. Loving words turned into words harsh and full of negative things. Up until our daughter was a few months old we were inseparable now rarely together. He says he still loves me, says I was different, says he had imagined things differently. I feel like its time to give up. There's one problem I have our daughter wakes up to kiss her daddy good bye every morning waits by the door every afternoon and is desperately in love with her father Completely a daddys girl. She loves her family and I can't imagine taking that from her. I feel like our relationship has hit a brick wall he refuses to get help. My daughter and her father have an amazing relationship he is an amazing daddy to her in general. We never fight or raise our voices in front of her it's more like a lack of communication. It's just empty. I try so hard but he dosent. I need advice I'm lost do I give up and break up the family my daughter loves and knows or do I stick it out for these girls? Please help me organize my thoughts im so lost and uncertain of what to do