Ahhhh!

Been the worst two weeks since i had my baby girl. First off post partum depression is a bi***! And the at 1week old i go to the doctor only to find out i have a perforated eardrum. Now its not as bad as contractions but i swear it is possibly the next worse thing! I have not gotten to enjoy the first two weeks of my maternity leave or baby girls life and it is really starting to take a toll on me. And being that i am breastfeeding i cant take much for pain 😭 i am miserable