I’m 17 and just passed 210lbs which might be a little better if i was 6’0 but I’m 5’5. I literally look like I’m pregnant and i hate it but i cant even get out of bed in the mornings let alone go work out. I hate being the fat one. I hate hating my body and not wanting anyone to see it but I’m broke and can’t afford healthy foods all the time and even if my depression let me get out of bed in the mornings i would never be able to go to the gym because theres just a bunch of skinny fit people jogging for 20 minutes as a “warm-up” not even breaking a sweat when my fat ass can barely walk through the parking lot without needing a break

I just needed to rant i guess. I’m tired of hating myself