12dpo scared to test again?!

Rebecca • 27🌻, 3 angel babies👼🏼 TTC #1 RAINBOW BABY🌈

Ladies I started testing from 9dpo and I know that’s early for a lot of people but since then I’ve been getting vvvvf positives on internet cheapies a horrendous evap or due run on a blue dye test, and haven’t test since which was 2 days ago, really really want to get a FR and test tomorrow morning since af due then but the cramps have started to get bad again they have been on and off for 8 days now, not usually like that for me how many of you got not very noticeable lines on cheapies but a blazing positive on better branded tests?

Need some boosting😢