I'm just bitter and I'm letting my emotions get the Best of me

my husband's cousin is expecting a baby. they didn't even try. they weren't planning on one yet, they just got engaged. they have only been with each other a few months, and they are having a baby.

I've been trying for months.

I feel like my heart broke in half.

I know I shouldn't feel like this, but I do.

it just doesn't seem fair. 💔