So hopefull that this is finally it. After four years and three losses, my husband and I are hoping and praying on everything that this is finally our rainbow baby. I plan to test on the 23rd. Please lord let us have our rainbow baby. UPDATE: I just got the news that a close friend of mine and my husband's committed suicide yesterday. So I'm praying even harder now. I pray that we are gifted a new life in this time of sorrow. I pray god give us a blessing that we may carry on our friends name in honour of their memory, and all the beautiful memories we have of them.