We have been together for five years and never used condoms, just pull out method and birth control. We have been trying to conceive off and on for almost two years (as in, <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a> and what not).

We’d try for a few months and something would come up, so we’d stop trying to time ovulation for a bit. This time has been since June since we got married.

I know it’s not as long as some women on here, I keep trying to tell myself to not worry about it or complain. I know some women can’t have kids, and the fact that I haven’t been told yet that I can’t is a blessing. I tell myself everything happens when it’s supposed to for a reason.

But, it is seriously disheartening to test every month and nothing.

This month, I wasn’t going to test until after AF was late but THE BITCH SHOWED 3 DAYS EARLY. What the actual fuck.

I’m so over it, honestly. I’m starting to give up.