Frustrated and ready to give up!

Lost a baby in July had another one stuck in my ovary that exploded it and ended up with three pints of blood and a week hospital stay. It’s been months and nothing!! Every month is a huge disappointment! I’m so tired of crying!! I have a full nursery ready and waiting, we r financially prepared and hope and hope and nothing but let me tell you everyone who can’t take care of themselves let alone a baby

, are kids, don’t want one or just generally clueless get pregnant the first try or get pregnant when trying to avoid it! I’m just so frustrated!!