Just need to vent

Br

Ivd been ttc for 2 year this past few months me and my husband have actually been trying not just having sex but <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a>, got him involved by downloading the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">glow app</a> too, he got tested he has 11 million sperm count , hes been taking medicine to increase it. Ive been testing and idk what wrong with me if there is since ive only gotten a physical but i see alot of horror stories about past depo users so i tried to detox, i take prenatal, hyper ovulation vitamins, and use preseed this was our first month using that. My cycle is due in a few days and i feel i lost all hope I dont even get excited anymore I automatically prepare for worst . Im22! My friends who arent even married or financially stable are popping out babies like crazy mean while im 22 trying i never thought I would ever be in this position