sadness and frustration

Kristen • 1st Baby Girl due January 28, 2020!

I took a pregnancy test this morning. Needless to say, it was one of the biggest negatives I've ever gotten. I was so sure this time. I had some symptoms, AF is late...and that one line stared back at me this morning. The pain I felt....my husband and I thought that for sure this was our month! Believe me, I know that there are other options, but I also know many of you understand the intense need to have a biological child....I fear my genetic odds are stacked against me... I know it takes some couples a very long time to conceive. I need patience.....I know.....