6 weeks and I can't stop crying... I woke up with horrible cramps. The only other time I had cramps that bad was when I had my miscarriage and now I'm scared it's happening again... then my husband started yelling at me because I'm "choosing to cry" and I can "choose to stop". 😥 I wish he'd understand. I made us wait 9 months to try to conceive our rainbow baby because I was too scared I'd have another miscarriage and I couldn't put myself through that again... I'm so overwhelmed and of course he wants to go have a guys night and me crying is apparently my way of guilting him into staying home and I'm making him out to be a bad guy... but I was trying to hide that I was crying so he wouldn't think that. I'm such a wreck! And on top of all of it we aren't telling anyone that we are pregnant at all so I have no one to talk to 😥 so stressful💔 and I'm scared the stress will hurt the baby..