Can’t sleep without him


It’s almost 1am and he’s at his best friends house for a guys night. It’s so frustrating knowing I have to be up in the morning to go to his basketball game and he’s peacefully sleeping with his friend while I’m tossing and turning. I don’t know why but I absolutely can’t sleep without him. Unless I’m out all night until 2am and come back exhausted or I’m at a friends house so I have someone in bed with me, then I can’t sleep. It’s so empty in this bed. And I’m literally scared of everything I get such bad heebie jeebies when he’s gone at night. I just don’t know what to do cause I don’t know want to always have to find a friend to sleep over or stay out super late with just cause he’s having a guys night, I love being home but hate that I can’t sleep without him.